Atul Nazurah's

Welcome 2012!

2012-01-03T02:40:00.002+08:00

It's still not too late for me to wish all of you a Happy New Year 2012! :D ♥

May this new year will bring more happiness, lucks, success and full of loves in our life. And may Allah bless us always and protect us from Satan and any bad thing happens to us. And also, may Allah bless my relationship with him always. Amiin Ya Rabbal Alamiin! :')

♥

2011-12-10T02:18:00.001+08:00

Bila rasa ku ini rasa mu.

I'm dying inside :'(

A wish that will never come true.

2011-12-03T01:55:00.001+08:00

My sister, some of my cousins and also my boyfriend have their own new phone. A smart phone! I don't mind actually when they bought new phone..but somehow, I felt jealous sometimes. BECAUSE..........hmmmm..never mind. Forget it. *sigh* :) Aku mau jua ada new phone..~ :( :P

I really wish I have thousands bucks in my pocket right now..so I could buy those things that I really wanted since last year.. *tsktsk* but too bad, its just a wish.. hoho :) Well, maybe one day, my wish will be granted. InsyaAllah.. *not hoping!* ;P

Balik2 dah kumpul duit pasal kan smpaikan hajat beli 'that thing', tapi sampai ani alum smpai pasal ada2 sja kan dibeli atu.. hahaha -__- too much online shopping is not good! that's why lah all my money yg bekumpul sudah tu 'hilang' cematu sja.. huhu :S my bad! hehs! And now I'm a jobless lady. just running on my very small business..atupun cukup2 untuk diri kan pakai makan itu ini apa.. Hmm.. I really need to find a job! Then barutah senang rasanya if I have my own pocket money. Senang dapat beli barang yg selama ani di idamkan.. eseh~ :P haha. Kalau inda wah ada wah sudah ni ku terdapat.. tapi sayangnya itu hanya mimpi~ haha apakan..

November ends.

2011-11-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

Less than 25mins left to December. And it's our 14th month. Syukur Alhamdulillah..we're still going strong until now, even though we've been through a lot of ups and downs :') I thank Allah for sending him to me. I just hope and pray that our relation will last longer till marriage life.. :) Amiin Ya Rabbal Alamiin.

I'm so glad that I've found him :')))

♥

Abondoned

2011-11-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry my dear blogspot for 'leaving' you for too long.. To be honest, I totally forgot that I still have my blog! hahahaa.. -___- And now I'm here updating.

Nothing much to update actually. Or maybe too much? Nyehs! I just don't know what to update..hohoho. Stalkers, what else do you wanna know about me uh? Aiya..just go to my FB or Twitter lah to stalk me..then you'll know what's goin' on with my life for now.. aite? ;)

Oh, December is just around the corner. But I'm not looking forward for it anyways. I'm just looking forward for next year! :D hehe. 1st December, will be our 14th month. LOOOOOOONNNGG waaaayyyyyy to go baby.. :) I just wish and pray that our relation will last longer, insyaAllah. Amiin Ya Rabb! :)

Err....*thinking* the time now shows 2.19am. And I'm still awake. But will try to sleep soon. Got something to do later in the morning and afternoon. Making money is a must! :P Okay, I'm gonna stop till here for tonight. Will update more if I've free time to visit this blog of mine.. :P meaning to say kalau rajin lah~ hehee

Good night.

p/s ; I'm missing him.

Assalamualaikum

Stressful April!

2011-04-08T23:49:00.004+08:00

Due date for final project is about 1month 22days left and I haven't finished any yet! Needs money to buy the things for my FP and I NEED IT ASAP!!

Seriously, this April is goin to be a stressing month for me. Assignment and exams! gaahhh! ~~eff you!~~ I just can't wait to finish this course and I wanna get a job by next year. I just wanna be an independent woman and find my own money.

Half year and I'm lovin' it ♥

2011-04-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

Our relationship has been 6 months old.. can't wait for another 6 months! :D hehee. Alhamdulillah.. eventhough there's up and down.. but I praise to Allah we still stay strong until now and fought for our love. :') well..that's what we called 'life'.

I'm definitely happy to be with him.. :D thou sometimes he makes me pissed but still, he can make me happy and smile. hehee :)) I love him too much and yeah..I'm afraid of losing him.. :'| nauzubillah.. huhuu. I'm falling in love with him even more each day.. I love him more deeper than the ocean.. ;) oh well..actually it countless.. ;))

I miss him already. :'(

♥

March holidays.

2011-03-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

Hows everyones holiday so far? Mine is sucks. hahahaa :S Im bored to death.. I got nothing to do during this holiday. I have no money to go out or even to go for a short vacation.. *sighs! * :( Im alone here.. and Im not having fun at all.. :/

I feel so jealous of him. He's at Manila right now.. WITHOUT me obviously. oh whatevs.. hmmm! :( He's having so much fun there with his friends.. and Im bored and alone here.. *sighs. oh well..~ I get used to it.. Im still cool.. :) heheee.. well..not really actually.. bleerrgghh! :( hate it! I wanna go for a vacation! boleh kah? :S I know I can't afford to buy the flight ticket or maybe I can afford it but then duit untuk belanja yang nada tu.. hahahaa :S so sad me.. dudududuu~

He told me that he wanted to try to go to Bandung next time.. hmmm :( ofcourse without me again..~ :) oh well~ let him be.. let him have some fun. :) nanti sudah ku ada duit labih and kerja, jgntah ku di cari tu kalau ku nda timbul2 di Brunei ani.. belayar saja tah ku tuu.. nda ku peduli.. janji ku happy shopping and liburan~ hahahahaa :D I wanna go to KL, Jakarta, Bangkok, Bali and Singapore.. InsyaAllah..mudahan ada rezeki labih nanti.. hehee x) For now, biartia boyfriend ku saja belayar kesna kemari.. nanti turn aku lagi lah.. sorg2 lah for sure! ;D not revenge tapi nda papa.. heheee.. aku mau jua merasa travelling sorg2 diri kan~ :P

2011-03-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

Deep inside im crying..hurting.. :'( So now what does it all mean???? :| I feel insecure now.. There's a girl, he used to love and like very much now started to act like she's trying to tackle his heart back.. :S but why now girl?? you left him and don't want him before..but now terasi2 kan mau couple apa sma ia.. why now when he's with me already????!! WHY??? don't you know that HE IS ALREADY TAKEN BY ME???? Don't you have a heart and feelings doing such things?? like sampai posting link lagu arah wall nya apa.. and the lyrics of that song has a very deep meaning.. Okay! seriously, if he still likes and loves you, then I'll just back off and let him go.. I just don't wanna get hurt for the ... I don't know how many times already.. :'| I had enuf with those things already.. it hurts me so bad! really bad! entah..before ani mengalah jua ku when this sort of things happened at me.. and now, ada jua masih rasa kan mengalah atu.. :/ oh atul! please be strong and stay strong and fight for your love! come on atul! :'(

I just don't wanna see him unhappy and gets hurts.. so now, its all up to him to decide which is better for him.. If he choose her, I'll let him go and just accept whatever his decision will be.. terima dengan hati yang ikhlas and redha saja.. :') I know I can be strong like before..! and i know, i sound giving up.. FOR NOW! :'| well.. jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah. aku redha and terima saja apa yg di tentukan olehNYA.. :')

I love you, H. I really do and always does! :')

What's happening to me??

2011-02-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

My appetite is always changing nowadays.. and I don't why is that :S PMS?? no lahh.. hmm.. I just don't know why! Something wrong with my tummy maybe.. -_-' hehs! Sampai kadang2 perut lapar but inda mau makan..and sometimes sudah makan, inda habis makanan pasal cepat kanyang.. tapi after few hours lapar balik.. pfft! :S and and..liur kan makan nasi atu kadang2 langsung nada.. main bepajal saja makan masa ni.. huhuu.. susah lah ini mcm.. :/ cian boyfriend ku kdg2.. sorry boyfriend.. :( huhu. But seriously I'm getting worry about it.. I don't like being this way..inda tantu and inda tau apakan di makan apa.. hmmm :( I think I need to eat pill like vitamin.. esok2 tah membali.. hehe :)

Sometimes, it affect my mood. from a good mood it will change in to a bad mood all of sudden without I noticed it sometimes..entah lah.. mood pun berubah2 and appetite makan pun cematu jua.. :S whatta hell is happen to me actually?? what?? *sigh* :( I wanna be like before.. if makan selalu habis..apa sja di makan ngap sja inda kira knyang dah kah.. hmm :| hate this! :'(

Control?? hmmm

2011-02-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

So now he feel that I'm controlling him..

I'm sorry. But I never have any intention to control you. I just don't want you to lie at me because I'm f**kin' hate liars! Once kena tipu payah tah ku kan pecaya org lagi.. and yes, I have this problem.. trusting people. Pasal aku puas kena tipu sudah.. huh! I know in a relationship, we need to trust each other and understands each other. I know that! but.. *sigh* nvm.. I'll just keep it to myself.. biartia aku sendiri merasa sakit apa.. kira immune sudah lah ku tu.. I just need to be strong and I know Allah is always here with me. I'm just goin' to smile like nothing happened.. :)

H, just so you know I will always love you no matter what. I will love you till my heart stops beating. :') Sorry, I can't be a good and perfect gf.

:) :) :) :)

132 ♥♥

2011-02-13T15:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME LOVE 132 !! ;D

♥♥♥

cian cake nya..biut :S

May Allah bless you always with longevity and prosperity my dear.. Amin Ya Rabb!

♥

Feelings.

2011-02-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

If I love someone, I love too much. When I love too much, I care too much. When I care too much, I get worry too much. When I get worry too much, I started to think negative. And it's causes of my heartache, sometimes. *sigh* :(

I've been thinking too much lately about certain things. and sometimes, it leads me to the -ve thoughts. I've try to not think about those silly stuff, but I just cudn't avoid it.. and I always keep things to myself. :/ All I need is someone who I can talk to, share things or story with, someone who'll always be there when I'm in need and someone who can give me some spirits. I know I have him..but sometimes, he wasn't be there when I need him.. :/ I need just a little bit of his attention and loves from him.. Oh gosh! I don't know how to tell you about this feelings. *sigh* Its easy for him maybe. but not for me. At times, he didn't realize that he hurts me and made me disappointed. Maybe I'm just being too sensitive.. and take certain things personally. But hey, I'm just a normal imperfect woman who's also has heart and feelings. I know I'm not a princes/queen, but as a young woman, all I need is just to be loved and gets some attention from someone I love, and also someone who can understands what I want/need, etc. Hmmm...... :S

Banar ehh..kadang2 aku inda ambil peduli about this and that, pasal aku malas kan pikir.. tapi nya, when I'm alone, I'll start to think about it! hmmph! stupid uh! *sigh* All I can do is just pray to make myself calm and cool.

Rabbit Year !

2011-02-03T15:12:00.003+08:00

NONGLI XINNIAN KUAILE!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

To those who celebrate CNY and friends, families and cousins.

^_^

Gong Xi Gong Xi !

Another 8 months to go :)

2011-02-03T14:50:00.003+08:00

The day when I'll stop loving you is the day when my breath and heartbeat stops.

♥ 1st February 2011, ♥

♥♥ Happy 4 Monthsary to us ! ♥♥

Hope our relationship will last longer till my last breath

and may we be blessed always with lots of happiness ahead.

Amiin Ya Rabbal 'Alamiin!

:(

2011-01-31T00:50:00.003+08:00

~~Hurts.~~

Disappointed.

~~Less attention.~~

~~Wish you could understand and know how I feel.~~ *sigh*

Loves you.

A quote

2011-01-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

" Its so sweet when someone with a good voice sings for you.

But its sweeter when someone sings, even he's out of the tune just to make you smile. But its even more sweeter when that someone is someone you really love. "

My dreams! My desires! ;) ♥

2011-01-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

Elegant contemporary luxury bedroom ♥

A modern contemporary bedroom

Modern contemporary house ♥

Seoul City, South Korea ;)

Sony Erricsson Bravia x)

Paris! ♥

Venice, Italy

Modern luxury bedroom

Macbook Pro 13" *woot!*

Luminox Navy seal (Unisex) *gggrrrr!

BMW X6! ;)

Modern contemporary house~ :))

Honda Civic Hybrid Type R! ♥

Adidas Wooster! ♥

iTouch!! ♥ *SOON baby! SOOOON! ;D

Rock climbing!

Scuba diving~ ♥ *really wanna try this!*

I wish and pray that my dreams will come true one day! InsyaAllah.. Amiin! :))))

New year and new life has just begin :)

2011-01-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish you guys a Happy New Year 2011. x)
May this 2011 will bring success and happiness for all of us,
and may Allah bless us always. :)
♥♥

You're the one :)

2010-12-20T01:45:00.003+08:00

You're the one that I'm always gonna love

And you're the one that I'm always thinking of
It's so wonderful to know, beautiful to know
You're the one.

I remember the first time
That I really looked you in your eyes
I was thinking to myself
There will never be nobody else.

And from the moment that we touched
You had me wide open with your love
This simple way you grabbed my hand
I'm so greatful that you are my man.

And I don't want you loose you
I'll do anything at all
Baby boy, You know I really do need you
I'm always here when you call.

Now my whole life has changed
Since you came around boy, it's so great
The way you make me feel within
I'm so thankful that we're more than friends.

And when you hold me
it's so real
Remember when you told me
How you feel
Staring face to face
It's such a blessing
I'll do what it takes.

What it takes to keep you
I never wanna let you go
Baby boy you know I can't be here without you
I cherish everyday we grow.

I can't wait to be alone with you, close to you
I just want to stay with you
I feel okay, you make my life complete
I'm telling you, I'm needing you
I can't wait to be alone with you, close to you.

♥A♥H♥

Fall for him..

2010-10-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

I fall for him over and over again and again and again!! ;D heheheee. And yes, my love towards him gettin more stronger.. Just pray that our relation will last longer till my last breath. Aamin! :) and yes, do pray for our happiness as well.. :)

Now, Im missing him.. :/ I always missing him.. eventho after we meet up.. hmmm..~ heee.

Taken. :) ♥

2010-10-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

♥ 1st October 2010. ♥
Im not going to forget this date. Its a very important date for me. :)

I admit that Im in love now. ;)) hehehee. and I don't want to hide it. eventho at first i wasn't really sure with what i feel.. but now, im really sure with it already. no doubt! I love him! I love him before we're together as a couple sudah.. but my love for him getting stronger now.. :)) I just don't know how to explain what I feel now. Definitely I feel so happy that I can be with him. And I thank Allah for giving me such a nice and loving guy and he loves and accept me for who I am. :') Syukran.

And at first, I just couldn't believe that Im taken already! hahahaa.. mcm dalam mimpi rasanya.. :p pffft! hehee.. Now pun masih g mcm inda pecaya.. LOL! -___-' I hope and wish that our relationship will be lasted till my last breath. InsyaAllah. Aamin!

Timeless

2010-09-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

Flawless...~ (y)
:))

Eid Mubarak 1431H / 2010M :)

2010-09-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Mohon maaf jika ada tersilap salah dan terkasar bahasa / kelakuan. :)

Assalamualaikum.

One night in Bangkok! =D

2010-08-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Weekend! =D
Enjoy....~ x)

Terlanjur Cinta

2010-08-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Just for your entertainment.. :)

Random

2010-08-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for DECEMBER baybeh!! :D :D :D and can't wait to get out from this country! :D hahahahahaa..

Kaching! Kaching! Kaching! please come out real SOOOOOONN! will you uh?? I need you!

Good night!

xoxo <-- *reminds me of him* hahahahaa.. pandai tia jua kan xoxo segala..~ hehee.. so cute..~ ;)

p/s ; Im officially missing you, AC. :')

Sushi

2010-08-15T15:29:00.004+08:00

I just can't help it! I've been craving for sushi since last month already! :((
Sampai terbawa dalam mimpi ani wahh..gila jua sudah tuu.. pffftt! hahahaa
Oh well..my cousin promised to treat me soon..yeayy! =D hahaa
Mcm batah lang sudah ia kan lanja p lum sampai2 nya..hmm.. -__-'
InsyaAllah, if nggak ada apa2nya, probably by next week..wheeee...~ =D

I miss sushi-ing with him.. but I miss him more! :( *palok!*
imisshiswarmhugs!

Ramadhan :)

2010-08-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

1st of all, I would like to take this opportunity to wish a Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all my family, friends and to all muslims in this world. Happy Fasting! :D May we be blessed always in this holy month of Ramadhan. Aamin! :)

Today is the 1st day of fasting in our country, Brunei. Alhamdulillah, so far I still can stand it..the hunger and everything..still under control..ahahaaa..apaaann.. :p Ani berapa jam sja lagi kan sungkai..~ yeayy! :D hehehee.. inda boleh makan berlebihan..mesti pandai..jangan terluan ikut nafsu.. ;) hehee..

Hmmm....its been 3 weeks now.. :S I miss him so bad! seriously! :( Planned kan bawa liat wayang last week inda pndai menjadi..he was busy lah itu lah ini lah..hmph! :/ nyehs! nvm..~ alum jodoh kan jumpa within this week/month kali.. :) hehehe.. elek sajaa...~

Assalamualaikum.

Me and him.

2010-07-26T17:48:00.003+08:00

*Starring on the monitor for about 5mins. Thinking what to update about*

Oh well.. I just feel lazy to update this blog. :p hehee. been busy working.. mlm2 awal tidur and bangun pagi at around 5.30a.m. Off to work place by 7a.m. Arrived at work place 7.10-7.15a.m. everyday cematu.. -__-' (except on Friday and Sunday lah..) Kerja starts at 8a.m. tpinya gue dtgnya selalu awal.. hmm... -___-' But now, Im here blabla-ing. hehe :p

I wanna watch Sorcerer's Apprentice with him! x) Probably this Thursday. InsyaAllah, if there's nothing stop me or him. ;) I miss him very much! :S Tpinya kan, ku inda mau jumpa.. hahaa :p bukan apa...kumpul rindu bah..~ :p hahaa.. Kata kawan ku "rindu tpi inda mau jumpa..yata ego tu.." hahahaa.. hmm...:/ au ego.. hahaa.. p esen ku sja tu wah..mulut sja ckp inda mau jumpa..tpi hati ku nda yg tau apa isi hati ku ckp.. cehh..~ xp hehehee..

Atu wah..I miss my baby. :'/ He has been away from me since last year, February. :'/ Sedih ku..rindu ku.. Its really been a while yaw! *sob2* huhuu. Curious who's my baby? hehee.

this is my baby! xp hahahaa.

Me with my baby over there..~ x)
and and, can you see there's a white car in the picture? x)
That's his car.. xp hahaa. This pict was taken 3yrs ago.
and, ku lum kenal ia that time.. hehee xp

I just cannot wait to meet him! x) *excited mode* hehee.. Oh! He'll be going to Miri this coming weekend.. hmm..:S boring tah ku tu..sunyii.. huhuu.

Update

2010-07-09T16:00:00.002+08:00

I don't what to update actually. I've been a bit busy lately. Just started working last week.. it was okay.. kerja tu inda lang berapa banyak..p okay lah.. for now, Im still waiting for an answer from TEMD Muara.. Hopefully dapat sana.. boring ah kerja di college ah.. kan tiap hari jua lah liat muka org2 yg sama.. -__-' makin sakit mata ah..inda sehat.. :p hahahaa. Mau jua kan liat permandangan indah tempat lain..~ ;)

Hmm... there's something wrong lately. Now, I don't know who should I trust.. :S I've lost my trust on everybody, esp guys. :/ Sorry..no offence.. Very complicated sudah situation ku msa ni.. :S my friends told me this and that.. and then, he told me that. confuse! :S Ya Allah, please give me some strength to face whatever is going to happen at me.. Aamin.

Why is it hard for someone to be honest with someone?? hmm.. :/ when someone is not being honest with someone, that someone will also trying not to be honest to that someone lah.. ehh..entah..payah ku kan cakap..hmm.. :S mcm cemani lah.. "Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile". Sakit wah rasanya mun kena tipu apa tu..I had enough with it already! Im sick and tired of it.. seriously! *sigh!* Whatever is going to happen, I'll just go with the flow.. Malas sudah ku pikir banyak2.. I'll just be positive and nyantai aja dong..~ :) hehe.

Last Tuesday and Wednesday night, I met him. :) Hmm..he asked me whats wrong with me lately. but, I didn't tell him what exactly wrong with me.. :S It was just not the right time yet to tell him.. I did tell him few saja..p not the exact one.. huhu.. sorry, AC. :/ I was happy to see you even thou there were something aren't right.. Im sorry for not telling you everything. Will tell you when the right time has arrived..InsyaAllah. :')

Assalamualaikum.

Wants and Needs

2010-06-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

I want to watch Karate Kid and A-Team soooooonn! Like...really sooooooonnnnn!!

I'm craving for Sushi, Taurean's pasta bolognaise, shepard's pie, lasagna, ultimate choco CheezBox, McD and TK's grass jelly with milk!!

I need some cash in my wallet because I'm broke! *sigh!*

I want to see him! I miss him! :( If I meet him, first thing I wanna do is, run towards him and hug him tightly! =p hahahahaa.. mcm si banaaarr..

Oh! Its only a week left until next Tuesday. =)) hehehee.

Assalamualaikum.

♥AC♥

2010-06-12T22:14:00.006+08:00

I wonder what's he doing right now? =S gaaaaadd! I miss him..I miss talking with him..I miss his sweet jokes, stupid jokes and everything lahh.. =( I just can't wait for tomorrow.. he's going back home.. yeay! =) hehehee.. but yeah..I miss him still.. I just can't help it.. huhu. and it sucks when you miss someone but you can't even talk to that person.. totally suck! =( I just re-read all our old conversations on FB inbox and his msgs (on my phone), yata gnya cara ku kan ilang kan rindu.. mcm apaa...~ =p hehehee

Maybe I'm the only one who misses him and maybe he don't even miss me di sana tu.. kan? =) whatever ehh.. yg penting aku rindu ia! woooo...~ =/ Laju2 tah eh siang ahh...pas tu laju2 pukul 4..then malam..then insyaAllah, he'll be home! wheeee..~ =D hahahaa.. siuk sendiri..huhu.

He did ask me what I want the night before he left last Thursday..then I told him lah I just want BK and I just want him to be safe and sound while he's there and when he's on his way back home to Brunei.. =') hehehee..

Bah, malas ku ckp panjang2 lagi pasal ia..krg sanak saja org baca.. =p hahahaa..

Assalamualaikum.

Killers,

2010-06-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

Went out last night with him for a movie and dinner. *was it called a date??* ;p haha. We watched Killers. it was a great movie (y)(y) siiiuukk! go watch if you haven't watch it.. =) hehee. Had dinner at Au Lait before the movie started. Inda sadar2 rupanya 9.40 sudah.. and luckily the movie was just about to start when we entered the cinema.. phew! hehee.

Ia marah semalam pasal ada org naikkan wiper keretanya and put something on the wiper.. tissue and plastic kali tu.. errkk =S takuut ku kali ahh banarnya.. =S gue lagi nggak tau cna kan pujuk org apa ani..hahaa. thats my weakness.. pfft! =/

After the movie, went to TK. chill lu sana minum2 apaa..borak2 kosong.. hehee. I joined up my other friends who were there last night sekejap.. then around 12.40 he sent me home..whilst he continue his journey with his friend played pool.. hmm.. =)

Oh yeahh.. last night was the night and the time that I've been waiting for! wanna know what/why?? hahahaa.. At last, tercapai jua hajat kan liat movie just both of us.. with NO ONE joined us! hahahaa.. mcm..everytime kan liat movie or jalan sma ia sja, gerenti ada yg kan join apa..hmm.. -_-' Im okay lang..~ but yeahh..at least, give us some space lah jua to spend time together..~ aisehh...mcm apaaa.. hahaha =p

I had a great night last night. Thats what I called my Saturday night.. cehh..~ ;p hahahaa. I just loved last night..and haaaapppyyyy....~ =D x) XD ;D ;) :)) ;p ^_^ Hopefully, he felt happy jua...hmmm... =S

I can't wait to watch Karate Kids and I wanna watch it with him..~ can can can? hehe. ;)

Assalamualaikum.

Its JUNE! :D

2010-06-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hey...Its June already baybeh! :D Welcome welcome welcome month of JUNE! hehehe :D I love JUNE! ;)

Went out last night with my girlfriend, Meezah and the 3 of my boyfriends, Naz, Boy and Hafiiz. Chill out at TK and we went crazy! hahahaa.. Had really good laugh with them! sampai cramp parut and pipi ani bah.. Non-stop ketawa dri datang sampai balik..hahaha :D that's us.. we're crazy people bila nya betamu..hahaha. Paling inda dapat betamu my two boyfriends, Naz and Boy. mereka sunggu gila! hahahaa.

I felt so happy yesterday and last night. Seriously happy happy happy berabis! :D hehehee. I pass my maths exam.. Balik dari jalan kemarin ptg balik rumah terus cuci kereta.. hahaa. mcm apaa...~ luan rajin..~ sekalinya..~ =p hahaa. pasal happy bah tu..senang hati..~ ;) hehehe. Yata malamnya lagi happy.. kira aku tu celebrate ku pass atu lah.. cehh..~ =p hahaa. and Im happy jua pasal........ last night, inda di sangka terjumpa ia di sana jua.. hehehe :D but he went there a bit late lah.. oh my.. only Allah knows how I feel. Alhamdulillah.. :D

Gusto ko kaya kong gumastos ng ilang mga minuto sa kanya kagabi... =/ but I didn't..I didn't even approach him last night..and yes, it made me feel guilty actually.. =S I'm sorry... =S Next time, if we terjumpa lagi like last night I'll approach you okay baybeh? ;) hehee.

Tungkol sa isang linggo kaliwa then he'll fly off to somewhere..~ just for 4 days lang..but..hmm... =/ Kahit na ngayon miss ko sa kanya.. huhuhu =S nyehs! chill saja..~ =)

20 days left.. ;)

Assalamualaikum. tingin ko ako ng pagpunta sa miss sa kanya..

I fall for you more each day

2010-05-31T13:45:00.003+08:00

I just loved my last weekend..*except on Saturday!* :)) It was all about him.. yeah..him! a guy who came into my life for the past 4 months.. :'))

Last Thursday, I had a maths resit paper in the morning..it was not that hard..at least I managed to answer all the questions.. confident atu inda lang ku confident sangat.. heheee =/ After the exam, I waited for my girlfriends to go to have our breakfast. He msged me up blablabla..and he asked me blablabla..I told him that Im going to have my breakfast at RR..panya ia inda tau di mana! -__- ngok ehh..hahaa. Cut the long story, he went to a wrong restaurant! hahaha! confident lagi tu "oh..sini..pernah sudah ni kmri.." and I was like "uh??di mana eh??nda jua.." hahahaa! panya ia aga arah restaurant RR yang baru.. -___-" haha..

At night, went out for a dinner with him.. and his bestfriend or I should call his BOYFRIEND! :p hahaa.. had our dinner at Capers.. mengasak makanan arah ku ya..juboo eh..hahaha. mentang2 lah gue mau berisi sikit..abis kan di asak nya arah ku.. nyeh.. hehe.. p habis jua oleh ku.. -__-" and....there was a moment that I will never forget when I asked him something and showed him something..pasal inbox FB last December! hahahahaaa! inda di sangka2 panya ia tah sudah yg inbox aku but he used a fake facebook! hehs! hahaha.. kedapatan leh ku eh..hahaha =D steady aku tu..~ :p Malu yaa trus masa ku tunjukkan ia... covered up his face pakai menu book and said "shit!" hahahahaa! cute...~ ;)

Friday afternoon, went out with him..had our err..hi-tea+early dinner at TPH Qlap..hehee. just TWO of us! hehs! barutah! hahahaa..apaaann.. :p inda lang batah we met atu..just like about 1hr 40mins cematu..huhu. pasal ia gagas lagi apa kan arah tahlil.. so yeahh..okay lah..

Yesterday, at night, he brought me watched movie..hehehe ;) He fetched me up at home around 5.40p.m then we off to Master Alim to play pool.. stress ku trus inda g hang mainan ku! palak2 wah cue ball 9 tu sanang2 kan masuk pun inda masuk leh ku..lari semua alignment main ku! =( cut it! then, we off to Qlap Mall..had dinner at Jollibee..its been really a while I didn't go there! seriously! mun dulu bah, kan tiap hari tu.. and I didn't expect one of the cashier still remember me! hahaha.. Because ia dulu yg selalu served "us".. blablabla! Oh, I borrowed his jacket masa liat movie..hehehe ;p and yes! ada bau perfume nya kali tu still melakat arah baju ku.. =D=D hehehehehee...mmmm...~ *kirai2* haha ;p

I can tell you guys, Im so happy I could met him for err...3x 3 days p inda straight..hahaha...apaaann.. Saturday sja we didn't meet up pasal gue stayed at home saja.. good girl (a) :p hahaa.

I wish I can meet him before he fly off this 10th June.. =/ huhu. Just a wish..~ *cross finger* hehee.

Before Im off, I would like to wish a very Happy Birthday to my cousin, Sumoh! may Allah bless you always dude! and Happy 49th Birthday to my friends and cousins whose working as RBAF!! perwira negara...~ aisehh...~ woo..~ hahaha :p

Assalamualaikum.

HC ;)

2010-05-15T02:55:00.002+08:00

I had a great night last Tuesday. :)) Went out with him..had sushi for dinner then played pool.. hehee. Just both of us.. ;) *at last eh!* LOL! =p Bukannya apa..everytime he asked me out, ada tia yg kan join sekaki apa...hahahaa.. i dun mind lang.. hehee. and last time, brutah kira menjadi lah we went out together..i meant just both of us.. =p hehee.. happy? of course i felt so happy! =D

he did say this "formal kah inda formal ni ah?" and i was like.. "uhh??apa yg formal inda formal ani??" hahahaha.. bangang jua sudah aku atu.. -__-' LOL! but yeahh.. i still dun get it.. =/ hmm...nyehs! whatever it is.. :) yg penting i had a great time with him.. ;)

I wanted to watch movie tomorrow night..sekalinya i have to cancel! hmph! =S pasal ada function di rumah... aiish...spoil ehh.. =/ huhuuu.. then, next week g tu mlm minggu jua ada function at my cousin's (dad's side) HUH! kenapa mesti mlm minggu kan? mcm nada hari lain ehh.. abis plan gue hancur berantakkan..! hahahaa..mcm apaa...=p

Im looking forward to see him again soon.. inysaAllah.. =)

Assalamualaikum.

I love my weekend. =)

2010-05-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday night, I went out with Meezah, him and the other 3 friends.. watched movie, Iron Man 2 at Empire Cinema..midnight show.. :)) He messaged me up right after he commented on my status on fb.. hehe. cali ehh.. awal2 inda kn ikut..hehe =p The movie was great!(y) rated 9/10! siiiuukk! to those who haven't watch Iron Man 2, go watch.. inda nyasal.. =p

Then, last Saturday night, I was supposed to attend my cousin engagement night.. but because of something came up I canceled to go there.. sorry much cousin.. :s I went out for a movie with him again..we watched Ip Man 2 at Qlap Cineplex.. mid night show again..~ hehe. oh, not only 2 of us! but there were some of his friends joined us as well.. hahaha. sepatutnya kami 2 lang saja tu..since ia msg kan bawa.. but then, sorg2 tia kawannya msg kan bawa lepak that night then baru liat movie..hahaha. so..yeah.. we watched movie with the others.. p okay lah.. siuk.. ramai2.. ;) hehe. and oh, the movie was great and awesome! (y)(y) rated?? sama mcm Iron Man 2 ku rate..tapi Ip Man 2 lagi siuk berabis lahh..haha. apaann.. =p

I just love my weekend.. ;) chillin' out and movie night out with him and the rest.. hmm... i just don't know how to express how i feel... hehe. im happy! that's it! =D thanks much to him.. :)) kau calii bah... suka ku eh.. hahaha =p cute..~ ;)

You make me smile always.. You never failed to put a smile on my face.. you're so funny that i can't stop laughing.. your magic thing sorry aku bangang masih.. hahaha =p I feel secure whenever you're close next to me.. :) overall, i just love it! :)) salamat po! hehee. ♥♥

Assalamualaikum.

♥♥♥♥

2010-04-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

I love this song! ♥
Especially this part,
"Love has no distance baby. No, not when it comes to you and me.." ;) ♥
Oh, he also like that part..hehe..
This is one of his favorite song..and so do I. =)

I don't know what I feel anymore.

2010-04-26T15:38:00.003+08:00

Bely hot today ehh... drive pun ku inda sanggup.. makin hitam tangan lang jadi nya karang.. hohoho. Tahan lang ku panas..gnya mun luan2 panas boleh kasi gue migraine and atu yg buat gue nggak tahan sih... hehee.

Take me somewhere..take me anywhere..Just get me out of this place! It means I need a vacation! I wanna get out from this country for like a month? because I'm ~~funckin~~ damn bored here..and it makes me feel a bit stress... huhuhu :/ I wanna go to Jakarta, KK and Thailand! Thailand, we go ~~clubbing2~~, ~~blading2~~..yeaahh! hahaha.. kidding! I'm not a party girl anyway. (a) Oh my June..please come bely2 soooooonn.... I need you.. err....:/ hahaa.

He's counting days..so do I.. =) hehe. He'll be home soooooonn.. like, real sooooon! x) Im not sure, should I feel happy or what? huhu :s Im kinda confuse with my feelings now.. "I just don't know what I feel anymore" something like that.. :s Mcm, kan give up and back off..p nya inda dapat.. i miss him even more whenever i try not to layan him like before.. :s aiyaa...ini macam susah lah..huhu. Just go with the flow lah... apa nak jadi pun jadi lahh... elek saja..~ hehe :)

Assalamualaikum.

Falling for you..~ ♥

2010-04-23T04:17:00.003+08:00

Nice cover from Cathy and Kim.. (y)
Hope you enjoy it..~ x)

I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I know you better
I am trying not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time, just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now i found ya
I dont know what to do I think I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you...

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance

All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence it's just you and me

I'm trying not to tell you
But I want to..

Ooh, I just can't take it..my heart is racing
Emotions keep spinning out...

♥♥♥

Complifuse.

2010-04-21T14:48:00.002+08:00

I feel down.. confuse and Im in a complicated situation right now.. :( I've been given much pressure since yesterday.. :s urgh! I feel so so stress! Exam will be in 2 weeks time left.. then, the parents give me much pressure about this and that.. :( Kan menangis p inda jua dapat.. inda mau keluar bah air mata ah.. entah napa kah ya.. -_-'

I told him what exactly happened to me just now.. he asked me to msg him if malu kn gtau rh public.. and i was like.. "malu??" hahaa. so funny lah you.. hehee :) sorry you for telling you all those shits.. heee :s and thanks for willing to listen to my shit talk (err..lurus kah?antam sja!)..haha :s hm...i miss him.. :/ i don't have the guts to tell him that i miss him.. and i just don't know why! i feel ~~sucks~~.. hohoho :s 1 week left..~ should i feel happy or what?? O_o huhu

Al-Fatihah to baby Md Akid Hidayat who has just passed away last night at 10p.m at RIPAS Hospital.. :'s he was just born last Sunday.. and he looked small..tiny.. pasal ia baru 6 months in his mommy tummy msa ia lahir.. :'s I felt sorry and almost cried last night when i saw him lying with all those wiring around his body, oxygen... :'s membari rawan hati meliat..:s may he rest in peace.. Al-Fatihah..

Assalamualaikum.

Haram1Najis1 attack! LOL!

2010-04-20T16:22:00.001+08:00

hahahahahaa! pacah banaarr dorang anii... *LMAO*

enjoy...~ :p

Just for entertainment..~ :)

2010-04-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

the guy in this vid looks cute..*kirai2* :p hahaa.

miss na kita

2010-04-19T00:06:00.003+08:00

I wish I have the guts to tell you that I miss you... :(

Hope to see you soon..

Assalamualaikum..

2010-04-15T15:49:00.002+08:00

I didn't go to college today. gastric attacked! hmph! -_- pagi2 bah gastric..mcm apaaa... huhu =/ then, ada tia lagi this 2 guys annoyed me much! pagi2 jua lah ahh... bagus!! yg sorg buat aku marah.. tau org sakit.. ish! >:{ Today is just not my day i guess. pfft! -__- Think positive..think positive..! heheee =/ nasib jua ku cpt cool down after read all his msgs and his responds.. ;))

Now, Alhamdulillah, gastric sudah gone by the wind..~ x) hehehe. 100+ tah jua banar...beplus2 bah.. hahaha..apaaann.. -_-' He asked me to drink 1oo+.. ehehe ;) so yeahh..i did it. and krg lagi aku beli 100+.. just in case manatau mlm krg g dtg tia gastric atu..huhu. p inda lang minta2...NAUZUBILLAH! =S Sudah baik gastric brabis ku makan mcm apaa....hahahaha =p lapar ertinya tuu...heehe.

Hm... i feel lazy to go out tonight. so I might be just stay at home lah tonight.. No mood to go out.. huhu. Oh....he'll be away for 2 weeks starting today! shiiiz! =S oii...im gonna miss you man! =/ heehee..errr...kali lah juaa..hahaha. au bah...aku admit, im gonna miss you..serious shit! okay? =( im gonna miss to play pool with you yaw...banaaarrrr...huhuhu =/ and talk to you...hmmm...payah jua ehh..masa tu kan jalan sekali ada2 sja tia came up atu.. huhu. elek saja tu..~ hehe =S Wherever you are, please do take care of yourself.. :) im gonna wait for you til you get back home.. aisehh...~ =p hehehe

Assalamualaikum.

Jatuh Cinta :)

2010-04-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

♥♥
Malam terasa indah sejak ku mengenalmu
Pagi semakin cerah bila ku mengingatmu
Apakah yang kurasa benar jatuh cinta

Mungkinkah aku jatuh cinta padanya
Mungkinkah aku jatuh hati padanya
Hatiku terasa semakin rindu

Rindu ini hanya untuk dirinya
Sayang ini hanya untuk dirinya
Oh tuhan aku jatuh cinta

Mungkin hanya cintamu meluluhkan hatiku
Apakah yang kurasa benar jatuh cinta

Apakah yang kurasa benar jatuh cinta

Sushi and pool with him ;)

2010-04-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

Last night, I went out with my girlfriend, Meezah and him and his 2 friends. =) Had sushi for dinner.. Alhamdulillah! at last..sampai jua hajat ku makan sushi..haha :D thanks to you.. hehe :)

After sushi-ing we went pool-ing at M.Alim.. :) di situ lah bermula nya ada part yang cali..hahaha :p P masa di Excapade ada lang jua cali.. p ani lagi cali lah masa di M.Alim tu.. hahaha. im not going to tell you guys what is it about..aku inda mau ia malu lah.. :p *tia krg* hahaha. yang penting.. he's so funny! hahaha :D i like! haha :p bukan sal apa..sal ia cali bahh..cali nya tu luan luar biasa.. :p HAHAHAH. adakah patut..astah..hahaha. you is so funny lahh... ;)) HEHEHE

I felt a bit awkward because it was our first time meeting..kira officially met lah cematu..hehe. duh tul..tatap tah awkward..porra! :p LOL! but, aku cool saja.. inda ku mcm..hmm..menggelabah?? or something like that..haha. cool and chill saja ku.. inda smpai paluh2.. :p HAHAHA. ops! :p dont know what happened to him last night masa main pool..hahah. inda hang ya semalam main atu...habis g kena bully..hahaha :p

I had a great night last night.. ;)) thanks so much once again to him.. ;) and, oh, sorry..no pictures..hehehe. hope to see you again soon.. :p lawan main pool lagi..and next time i'll give him chances lahh.. hehhe :p and oh! not to forget, Thanks so much Meezah for accompanied me last night..heheh <3

Assalamualaikum.

Bulan oh bulan..LOL!

2010-03-29T23:41:00.005+08:00

Aku keboringan! aku mau main pool! aku mau jalan! aku mau hangout sama kawan2 ku! aku mau McD! aku mau sushi! aku mau duit! aku mau beli new racket! urgh! seteris eh mikirkan... :(

batah jua eh kan kena call dapat kah inda that job... *sigh* I really need a job! hantar CV dah apa. but still no call from them. ish... jgn batah bah... haha. mcm aku sja yg apply... heeee.

aku inda berapa suka feelings ku masa ani.. macaaaamm...hm.. entah. i just dont really like it. pfft! :/ kusut? inda jua. sad? inda jua. happy? hm..sadang lah. entah apakah aku pun inda tau...hahaha. *sigh* Credit ku kena suspend! pfft! -__- pasal aku lupa top-up. aisshh.. jgn ku di tanya kenapa/cemana boleh aku lupa. pasal aku ani andang pelupa! hahaha :D pelupa and bangang ialah Si Atul.. (a) HAHAHA. -_-'

aku lapar! aku kan makan..p inda ku tau apakan di makan.. hm.. kinder bueno habis sudah ku talan.. aku mau twix! p nda lagi kadai buka ni dakat2 sini. kan ke Qlap arah Deksha ngaleh ku..huhu. inda apalah, esuk tah membali..(a) hehehe. Oh yeah! esuk malam i go jalaaann~ wheee~ main pool! (y) :D pasal pool suka bah aku atu..gila jua eh...hahaha. mun pasal benda lain malas tah ku, except sal makan or badminton/jogging atu lain hal lagi tu. hahaha :p.

I want a vacation! pleeeaaseee.... :(( I wanna go to Labuan (meet the cousins there), I wanna go to KL, JAKARTA! and KK... aku mau shooopppiiiing and merelax kan diri...HEHEHE (a) bah, anyone wanna join me?? hahaha, cam apaaa..huhu. oh, sama I wanna go to the moon. please.. :)) fly me to the moon please..please... ;) hahaha. I love MOON! I adore moon like I adore someone..aisehh...~ *kirai2* HAHAHA :p me like moon because my birthday planet is MOON...;) hehe. and and, everytime I look up at the moon, it reminds me of him... ;) heheh (a)

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat Malam Dunia..

2010-03-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

Good night to all of you.. and Y♥U.. ;)

I haven't met you yet.

2010-03-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

I haven't met you yet but i've met you in my dreams... ;p (we met before but not officially met yet lah..) hehehe. bwohh..apakan aku nii? merepek daaa..~ hehe ;) enjoy the song~ :D

missingyou. ♥

2010-03-23T01:32:00.004+08:00

Love is when you miss him before he leaves,
when you could listen to him talk all night,
and never get tired and bored of hearing his voice,
when the sound of this name sends chills down your spine,

and you see his smile the second you close your eyes. ♥♥

~~I shouldn't fall for you. but i can feel that we have something in common.~~ nyehs! its okay. i just go with the flow... hehe :))

Whenever i look up at the moon and stars, it reminds me of you. because you're the moon and stars who always brighten and shining up my nights and my heart.. ;') ♥
~~imissyouevenmore~~

Assalamualaikum.